You wake up one day feeling that your life is meaningless. Go to college and have a steady job, you have excellent results in your work. But every minute that passes you go. Do not see your best friend ever, do not date anyone interested, and gave all you could given in terms of relationships is, or maybe, and just maybe, it gave nothing, and I repeat, DO NOT WANT to give. 're Not interested in anything.
You wake up wishing that the day is over, and the bad thing is that you wake up at 5am, and your work life ends at 11.30pm. Only to come home and insomnia, and be like watching pendeja facebook home again and again. Overall, do not sleep at night, have more sleep at 2 in the afternoon at 2 o'clock in the morning.
And finally comes, it comes comes the weekend. You get to dive with the fag with you always, for your best friend has no job, and he can not go with you because he has no money. Then you go with this new joto which is basically a prettier version of your best friend.
You're the antrum, 12.30 1, a load of line to enter, and sneak looking where and how you meet ALL of the line, because EVERY WEEKEND CLICK THE SAME PEOPLE VA to the antrum, you're going to forward in line. Total passes a given type vip bracelets, and say "hey, give me," how come? " asks you, and answer you come alone. You better mother who is left out, or if you got in line, you just want to go. I know, is incredibly selfish, but if you do, really get one, because I mean, you go with your friend the fag, but you just start putting you rolas pedagogical and around the antrum and I repeat, know them all, so while you get one and everyone. You put
peda, belts, grab, kiss you with who knows whom. You've been kissed with almost 80% of the entire antrum and yes, men and women.
Classic the next day you wake in the house of someone extremely uncomfortable and the other person means that as you go but finds a way. You can be pretty ugly, regular, and so what? you're not interested in anyone, and I repeat, NOBODY.
You do not want anything, and you take drugs and go to school and work and see movies and eat chocolates in your miserable break of 10 minutes, and do not drink water at work (though work answering calls) because then you feel like going to the bathroom and your supervisor will not let you even though you're the fucking top spot. You sell a load on each call, talk to customers, you're into falsely for their lives, because as I mentioned ... not interested in anything really.
Then, after a long weekend, where did you get to the dam and had sex with who knows who, never mind, you wake up on Monday 14 February, did not go to school, and went to work at 12, and suddenly you realize that it is 1. Your supervisor will fuck you, because you have 4 absences in a month. And then .. only then, you say "fuck it". FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK IT! I do not want this, I have 19 years, why not enjoy life? WHY EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKING MISERABLE?
you get out of bed, you get the first thing you see and go to your work.
You're with your supervisor and say "I want to unsubscribe?" and she says "oh Alma, do not start, you will not give up", "Emm .. yeah", "NO!", "SI", "NO". I ask because, plead family problems that school, etc, you have a lot of pressure and I do not know why.
think I said it, I missed that question for days (because it is already late, and is considered missing), very cynical and very frankly, as I think, confess the truth Not wanting to go, and say you prefer to resign rather than run you, because you will not look bad and in the future you might want to re-enter the work there, etc, etc. BLABLABLA.
was about the floor manager, your supervisor will explain the situation and the floor manager tells you
"but I want to get to work here? To see you work 6 hours and rest two days week, are from the top of the group, are the best in sales, you're going out to work here, for what? to get you to a carls jr, a kentucky? not tell you that this is the only call center there but is of the highest paid, and the truth if you go right now if you can not re-enter because the campaign is being reduced, in fact just 10 people running it did not produce the results and blabla, and yet here I am making you hold, because I want to, we want you to stay .. then look, do not take hasty decisions and then you go to repent, take a week off, the other coming Monday, and you tell me if you want to continue giving, if so, then I will not stop "
Thank you, and I'm going to Guadalajara. Or should I say, I come to Guadalajara.
was 5 months working and gave me a week off, who knows when that would happen again, what would do? Not sit at home with nothing to do? Obviously not.
Then I spoke to Xellif and Tutsi and said, hey, I'm coming, I arrive tomorrow.
rather
was well
me: hey, guess who's going to Jalisco?
Xellif: emmm .. Who?
I, I, and guess where I'm going to stay?
Xellif: where?
me: at home.
women Well sure, no?
And so to cut a long story short, silly Tutsi (haha do not think), I said to go to people (is that they are Colotlan, Jalisco. No GDL), which to go to his village, I was more easily reached by Zacatecas, then turned around, first came to Gdl and then we went to town. Very nice, a village 3 kilometers with only one oxxo. Where there are no cinemas, NO CINEMA!. But you know something? those days there were better than my days in Monterrey, with its thousands of streets, clubs and industries. And thousands of "entertainment", which I, frankly, I look the same. His shooting and its people, I do not care Monterrey.
Tutsi I met, her boyfriend, a Xellif, some Austrians, colotlense people very friendly and very cool. Commission
pozole, sushi, Chinese food, salads Colotlan University where Ibis worked, ate all, pisteos. And I had fun as ever.
already the weekend we moved to Guadalajara, we took a dive, for those living in GDL know how it is. No mamen, I was surprised, there is an area where there are like 2 or 3 per block gay clubs. By block.
I fell in love with the city. Knowledge cafes, known Chapultepec, the two churches, cathedral, ate a delicious pizza, beer tasted minerva imperial stout, a mixture of Chev, coffee and chocolate, as well as read, and well, in simple words: I fell in love with Guadalajara. I started to feel something, it does not feel much, or many things, happiness, excitement, well cool the net. I was planning to return.
Back in Monterrey.
I came to Monterrey, I returned a week as well and took the decision to come to me to live in GDL, I told my "friends", I resigned to work (now if with time), I arranged my things at school, I started to sell all my stuff, I saved money, and I came.
I came on Monday, and in these 3 days I have become more and more that I enjoyed there in Mty in a year .. or good, because she had done more, except that here, if you feel a fresh interest in things.
live in the very center, a block of gay clubs, I have literally a dive in front, all I have left on foot, and I've met really cool people, I have a membership in a club bike, I have a 'work' (or well, sort of, I'll give English lessons to a guy who knowledge), I went out every day, after a while I'll go to a really cool rock bar, so maybe go to the beach of Manzanillo, but also invited me to a cottage, I spent like 40 pesos these 3 days. They know what chingón from here? I know it's wrong to stereotype, but the net, the net, the gay population is much greater than in any other city I've ever met, even Montegay, then .. like most of the population is well
40% man-man-woman
women 30% men and women
30%
I have more opportunities to link, why? because men are already taken by other men, then, either, who wants to flirt with lesbians chavas (which is Ching), or with kids (who knows, anything can happen), I have both a wide field. And I can finally reach a cave and be fresh, new blood ...
come to me to live here in Guadalajara is the best decision I've made probably in my life, I know I'm right click exaggeration, I know that sounds good click impulsive, I know, "ay no mames, how can you renounce all your life and go there? "," how can you give up all, be such a coward? ", to how I see it, being a coward for me not to quit, to me, is more cowardly, stay in a place where you DO NOT WANT BE, in a job where I DO NOT WANT TO BE and with people you do not care, why? for fear of giving up, afraid to go for something new, fresh, good for you.
And no, I want to dedicate to ruin my life, my first day here I asked for the UDG.
Monterrey knew that public education is expensive? a half will cost nearly 10 thousand pesos, EN LA UANL, autonomic, and know that if you Foraneo (and by outsiders, I mean if you come from preparation of the UANL), they charge you in the first half to 20 thousand pesos? They knew that here at the University of Guadalajara is voluntary fee? there are more options here than in Mty universities? That is very kind to the outsider and the opportunity to enter, not as in or UANL UNAM. If here, if you do not study, you do not want, because everyone has opportunities.
And jobs? uff, abound.
Fun? There are cafes, you bohemian? There are bohemian cafés, there are strawberries, there's Chapultepec. Want to go to a gay nightclub on Monday? Gay clubs ARE OPEN MONDAY TO SUNDAY. Want to exercise? RecreActiva route is there, want to go to skate? Chapultepec is also there to toooooodo. All that comes to mind, anything you want. There's the library in university place (which I have 4 blocks), there are thousands of Chinese food places if you get hungry, the Soria 24 hours, there's the red park, light rail, two hours is Manzanillo and Puerto Vallarta I think 4 or 5? I do not know the truth. Ufff people are super friendly, offer help, give you thanks, not litter and respect the smoking areas. There is much uncertainty as Mty. Not to mention the weather, wind, rain, the sun is best.
Finally, I know the gay scene, wherever it is, may be a village of 3 km, or a city with 3millones people, ends up being like a web, and everyone knows and blablabla, but I know it'll be a while before it happens here, and I like to have a low profile.
What if I like Guadalajara? I love
What if I return to Monterrey? Not in my plans in the short or medium term.
What if someone or something strange? No. So simple, so simple.
Xellif What if the same in person as seen in their posts? NO! The guy is a love and embraced us as we slept Tutsi and me is the nicest dude there (not as msn ¬ ¬), and his first experience with a blemish to which it led was the most fun of the world, hahaha.
Thanks for everything, guys =)
GUADALAJARA Thank you for everything!
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